Today was Yom Kippur and it's the day of atonement. This is a day when Jews ask for forgiveness from God and from others from sins that were don consciously or unconsciously. I think my major sin this year has been that I have been neglectful of my relationships and commitments. I have been neglectful of this blog because I've been caught up in stupid stuff. For this, I ask your forgiveness.
As this is a new year for Jewish people, I have a few things that I'm working on that are my goals for the upcoming year. One of the things that I am continuing is to get healthy. I still have at least 50 pounds to lose, which may take 2 more years. The next goal is to get my finances in order, which will also take a year plus to do. Those are my main two long term goals.
As for short term goals, I have a few. The first is to take my national certification for pharmacy. I would love to be able to get more money and be able to have a career in pharmacy as I really do enjoy it. I also want to finish researching and come up with a cost plan for Pile of Good Things. It's a cause that is still relevant to what is going on in many capitalist countries, but I will start small. Mental health effects everyone. I would also like to finish my writing course. I have 20 lectures left.
I also hope to be a better friend and writer this coming year.
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
Sunday, September 6, 2015
Good Things
I feel like good things are finally happening, well...at least in my career. I just got promoted to Inventory Specialist, which is a great way for me to learn a segment of management. Since I already got a raise this year, I might not get one, but they are trying for it, since it is more responsibility.
I did apply for the trainer position , but didn't get it. However, I have been promoted twice in a year. This promotion is administrative, not supervisory. I do get to delegate some tasks, so that we are ensuring patient safety. We dispose of expired and damaged drugs. I will also be in charge of making sure what is on the shelves is what is in the systems. I think I'm better suited for this than I am dealing with people.
One of the things that I'm working on in therapy is starting to like people again. I can't stand most of humanity because a majority of people are terrible or stupid or both. The odd thing is that I'm good with most kids and people that I train. I don't know if I rationalize that set of people into the fact that they haven't learned things yet. It is easier to deal with them.
I still miss having people in my life that I can talk to about anything. My parents don't count because they will always be weird. I'm not sure if I want a relationship or what. I miss being able to hang out with my friends. Being an adult is kinda shitty.
I did apply for the trainer position , but didn't get it. However, I have been promoted twice in a year. This promotion is administrative, not supervisory. I do get to delegate some tasks, so that we are ensuring patient safety. We dispose of expired and damaged drugs. I will also be in charge of making sure what is on the shelves is what is in the systems. I think I'm better suited for this than I am dealing with people.
One of the things that I'm working on in therapy is starting to like people again. I can't stand most of humanity because a majority of people are terrible or stupid or both. The odd thing is that I'm good with most kids and people that I train. I don't know if I rationalize that set of people into the fact that they haven't learned things yet. It is easier to deal with them.
I still miss having people in my life that I can talk to about anything. My parents don't count because they will always be weird. I'm not sure if I want a relationship or what. I miss being able to hang out with my friends. Being an adult is kinda shitty.
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