Use the pain to do something beautiful. That was the thing that I heard today. I believe that is a beautiful sentiment, but what should I create that is beautiful? My pain is so raw, ugly and palpable. How can anything beautiful come out of such a vortex of destruction?
I have been writing this blog, which is a great outlet, but is it beautiful? I want to start a non profit to help change and prevent what happened to me from never happening again. I sing and write. That's basically my talents. I can also teach and learn. How can I create something out of those 4 that will be worthy of remembrance? I don't want to be famous really, I just want to mean something to someone.
How can I create after so much destruction? How can I rebuild a friendship that I so valued when he won't even speak to me? How do I use all this pain for good?
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